And this is why I always wish I could move to another country, as far away from the subject as I can possibly go. Out of sight and out of mind. Change my number, maybe. At this point, I'm not thinking about 'what had been' or 'what could've been'. More like I just gotta get far far far far away from this. I don't want to hang around, I just wanna go. It was easier the previous times. Not so now. Maybe I've gotten older.